i'll be graduating this march, hopefully!:) i just bought my graduation dress. im not really excited about it though. my mom's really happy my agony is ending in 2 weeks, but i think this is just the beginning of a more profound sufferring and anxiety. yes, i'll have my degree in law, but i have yet to earn my bragging right, the prefix "atty." before my name. without it, law degree would seem just a waste of time and resources.
i'm leaving for manila last week of april for the review. it's still all hazy now. nothing planned, concrete and ready. well except that our house should be ready by then. but everything else is still blank. all would have to be filled in when i get there. it's scarry, i might be stressed buying furnitures and stuff. plus the possible quarrel with my mom over teeny weeny whatever. but i'm really glad i'm staying at our house because i get to have a car. hehe nothing beats the thought of having one in manila. i've always dreamed of braving EDSA. i think it's a very challenging street to pass by with the busses and the cabs and all those who are in hurry to get somewhere.
i'll be reveiwing in ateneo... although all of my friends will be in UP, i stuck by my long time plan to enrol in ateneo (even if it means not having comfort friends around). i have to admit though, i considered enrolling in UP too. but i guess that would make my EQ really low. i don't want to spend the whole review wondering 'what if' i was in rockwell. i really love makati. not really fond of quezon city, except for libis. besides, i'd probably spend every night drinking with the boys. tsk tsk very bad!
they may not say it out loud, expectations begin to rise i suppose. with my dad providing me all the comfort he possibly can, i guess he's thinking of only one reward, that i pass the bar exams. every law student dreams of that. it's something you can't possibly promise to them. it will just break their hearts if... it takes more than just intelligence to be able to make it. scale would be weighing towards luck and God's will. if these things are not on your side, no matter how you memorize the constitution if it's not for you, then it will never be. sad.